Holidays, u're here!
haha I remember how I used to love holidays.
but not this time.
I can't explain why either.
I prefer going to sch, seeing my classmates and zi-highing with them
mabbe it's just becos I hate to stay at home and be alone, cos being alone will make me think of you even more.
at least friends make me laugh. Friends make me smile.
you make me miserable.
I dun understand why I choose to torture myself.
and neither do I know wad you treat me as.
random sms me and then start to dao me when you feel like it.
and while I'm feeling hurt, I'm hurting someone else.
wad a vicious cycle. haha .___.
makes me think of something like 'A likes B but B likes C'. okayys wadeva -.-
perhaps I'm just lying to myself and entertaining stupid thoughts that you'll come back to me eventually.
haha forget it. loving someone is really tiring.
hope this june holidays can make me wake up from my reverie.
cos I wun see you for 4 weeks.
or 3 weeks to be exact.
great.
I wonder wad makes me fall in love with you in the first place.
from the first time I saw you till now.
BUT WADEVA IT IS, it's time I slap myself awake and start mugging for my blocks
seems like time is flying away so fast before I am fast enough realise.
I MUST CHERISH MY BELOVED HOLIDAYS.
but first, I must finish that damn csc lun wen.
it makes me wonder why on earth did I choose this subject cos it's time-consuming and taking the hell outta me.
nvm. I SHALL HAVE PASSION FOR ALL SUBJECTS, AS WAD MDM YEOH SAID!
hahaha. and so I declare, I do love csc! ._.
on a side note, kids nowadays are just so TSK TSK -.-
okay nvm I dun think anyone understands.
hahaha.
mabbe jon ong will know wad I'm talking abt ^^
hehs.
anyways, watched 让爱川流不息 ytd, and my tears just came out as and when they liked, lyk a water tap.
hmmmm as compared to them, I'm really fortunate.
hope the deceased will rest in peace.
and may the survivors find happiness.
life's just so unpredictable, which makes ppl fragile.
but I'm touched by our efforts to raise funds!
天灾无情，人间有情。
okayys it's really time for me to return to reality.
论文 RIGHT NOW!
Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.