YAY! HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
hahahaha.
but actually it is not holiday at all -.-
remedials, ndp trainings, CIP, asd meetings, MUG FOR BLOCK TESTS!
RAH.
damn sian.
but nvm at least dun hafta go sch -.-
MUGmugMUG!
argh chao tired now.
my eyes closing soon o.O
huiqing tmr -.-
and ndp trng.
damn sian I wanna rot at home!
okay wadeva that's impossible -.-
tiredd luh T_T
okay I shall go sleep soon. RAH.
30 days to block tests
OMG I despise myself.
chao despise.
MY CLL TEST!
that stupid question two!
I INTERPRETED IT WRONGLY LAH.
MY FIFTY MARKS FLEW AWAY.
omg like wadeva!
I DESPISE MYSELF.
feel like killing myself.
GRRRR.
despiseDESPISEdespise!
I SHALL MUG LIKE MAD FOR BLOCK TESTS AND MAKE SURE I OPEN MY EYES WIDE ENOUGH WHEN I READ THE QUESTIONS -.-
and I despise csc too!
damn hard and I dun even noe wad the assignment wants -.-
hafta hand it in tmr.
fine I dun think I'll hand it in tmr.
HOLIDAYS HURRY COME!
I AM WAITING FOR YOU! -.-
haiz but I'm sure I'll be ultra super duper busy during june hols.
life's sad man.
Wah.
chao tired o.O
watched elddfs production just now.
NICE!
haha damn funny and erm, kinda scary.
at least it made kaixin scared till she dared not go to the washroom and it made ewe scared till she grabbed kaixin's hand.
lol but most of the time I was laughing like mad.
ohhh kaixin and I went to bugis junction to buy bag!
I love myuk bags man!
hahaha bought a new bag! YAY happy! :D
Lol I realise there are alot of stuff that I wanna buy.
SAVE MONEY! ^.^
yea next week last week of term 2 liao.
how times flies.
5 months gone.
and I dun rmb doing anything significant -.-
MUG ARH MUG!
block tests coming soon!
must mug like mad during june holidays.
lol but first, MUG FOR CLL TEST NEXT TUES!
damn er xin so much stuff to memorise.
RAHHH.
and then monday still hafta do cip!
no time study liao. grrrrr >.<
okayy I've decided that it's time to sleep! -.-
tired =/
YAY! =D
I'M SEVENTEEN! ^.^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE MEI XUAN! (though it's a little too late alr. haha)
Thank you gongzie, kaixin, ewe, sieyen, huibin, jiehan, xiaoda, kelly darling, szuan, er mei, xiao mei, xinhui, kiahui, yufeng, kiamian, engpeng, denyse, rachel lim, linghuan, marilyn, junhan, junhao, eunice, lynn, ziyin, weilin, waifung, jiayin, maygin, yiling, mao, derek, sihui, lynette, majun, 07A12 and erm dunnoe if I miss out anyone, but A BIG THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO SENT SMS/ WROTE TESTIMONIALS TO WISH ME HAPPY BDAE!
Yayy thank you everyone I had a wonderful bday!
and I love kaixin, ewe, wanglin, mingyeung, jon ong and kiantat! Went to bugis pasta mania to eat with them today!
had lots of fun testing ewe on her general knowledge! =D
she's DAMN FUNNY!
haha yepps I love them loads!
thanks for the soft toy! thank you niang, er mei [jon ong], si mei [ben toh], wu mei [ewe], xiao mei [wanglin], hanzhi, mingyeung, kiantat and kaixin for the bear! :D
I SIMPLY LOVE IT! CHAO CUTE LAH!
haha
and of cos I love YOU the most!
thank you so much! <3 love you!
as long as you're by my side (:
I SHALL MUG CLL SOON!
mugmugmugmugmug :D
I shall be guai kia from now on!
yea man!
hahahahah hyperhyper I'm hyper -.-
ARES!
OH MAN I LOVE ARES. ahaha.
ares rawks the most! =D
okayy random. hahaha.
argh gp essay due on fri @$@%!$!%!%%!%#
okay nvm this is a chao random post -.-
3 more days! how exciting!
I am counting down to my birthday!
YEA YEA YEA!
then I can get lots of presents!
HAHA bentoh says we shall all go out either on fri or sat night after 10pm!
YEA I SHALL PLAY LIKE MAD.
OOOOO I love my class :D
okay stop being random. MUG CLL! :D
RMB! 3DAYS!!!!!
I FEEL SO HAPPY TODAY!
seriously =D
went to do CIP with mingyeung, ewe and kaixin after sch!
at TOUCH community blah blah (can't rmb the full name)
we were supposed to deliver dinner to elderlys.
DAMN FUN AND MEANINGFUL!
nv done this kind of CIP before.
hahaha. so we packed the food and split into two groups to deliver the food to different blocks.
Kaixin and I were sweating like mad.
and we stopped halfway to buy bubble tea.
HAHA. we were thanking the gods when we saw the bubble tea stall.
cos we erm, climbed up and down the stairs.
I really felt damn happy when I delivered the food to their doorstep, and hearing them say thank you to me. A sense of satisfaction WAHAHA
:DDDDDDDDDDD
I have decided to help out for as long as I can!
It feels really good to be able to help those in need.
and erm, haha this CIP is better than peer tutoring and going to old folks home.
cos I dunnoe how to communicate with the old folks, so I will end up stoning.
hahaha.
okayy back to my main point.
Kx and I used 1 hr plus to deliver all the food! :D
walked for the entire 1hr plus.
EXERCISE! haha walking is good! =D
we were faster than mingyeung and ewe, so we went toa payoh mrt station there to slack =D
we had an urge to drink soup suddenly, so we were hoping mos burger would appear in front of us immediately.
AND IT REALLY DID! HAHAHA.
We were like omg-ing in front of the directory when we saw the word MOS BURGER. hahaha
we ordered all three soups. Corn, minestrone and clam chowder. LOL
CHAO NICE.
then ewe and mingyeung came to join us and we chat till 7.30pm
WHAT A MEANINGFUL DAY. I shall devote my mondays to doing CIP! deliver food! :D
next week wu mingyeung going aust!
leave me and ewe and kaixin to deliver 20+ boxes of dinner!
HAHA BUT NVM. I enjoy my cip :D
and oh I saw a damn cute baby today!
KAIXIN WAS SAYING THAT I AM HUA CHI-ING BABIES.
Eh they are cute!
I totally love babies!
hahaha still rmb my passionata speech was on babies.
they are CUTE and INNOCENT and FREE!
hehs.
my mum just gave me a whole list of birthday cakes available and asked me to choose the one I like.
HAHA. oooh everything looks nice to me.
I SHALL CHOOSE EVERYTHING -.-
lol I'm damn high today. nvm ignore me.
2.4km run in erm, 9 hrs time. wish me luck HAHA.
and stop all ur freaking acts. you're FREAKING THE HELL OUT OF US. thanks.
4 more days! (:
URGH.
I'm randomly pissed with someone.
PISSEDpissedPISSED.
sux to that person.
!#@#%^#&#$&$$!%%#@^@#!
just go away and get out of my life.
eeww. why do I have to see you almost everyday.
SUX.
hahas.
I tried changing my blogskin just now.
but I failed anyway.
HAHA
-.-
shall try it again later.
:D
went to sch for public speaking core module ytd.
it was useful luh.
learnt a lot of presentation skills.
yepps.
went to eat with my classmates after that
and went orchard with mingyeung, wanglin, kaixin and hanzhi
I dunnoe the purpose of our trip
cos we did nth and spent, erm 1 or 2 hrs in kino chatting.
hahaha.
went to NDP training after that
FUN! but yea tiring too.
hahahs. I missed 2 trainings alr.
was trying hard to catch up with the rest ytd.
IT WAS REALLY FUN!
hehs. =D
okayy I chose my sabbaticals alr!
Ice skating, kayaking and some cooking course -.-
hope I get into ice skating or kayaking!
:DDDDDD
I shall TRY to do my gp essay later!
and mabbe mug for cll test!
dunnoe why. I've the mood to mug today. hohs.
but tmr is a BORING dayy.
rah.
oh yeas, sixmore dayys. (:
you could be my unintended
Hmmmm.
I guess I'm okay alr. haha
YES I AM!
lol.
heard this song for damn long.
haha suddenly love this song.
okay I mean the song on my blog -.-
yea I'm okayy alr. ppl dun worry abt me (:
I shall be happy! :D
yea we're still good friends (:
'I'm really okay le
Argh.
I thought I can let it go.
but at this moment I can't
I'm feeling really miserable.
the more I tell myself not to think, the more it just comes back.
I din want anyone to see how sad I was, so I chose to be cheerful in front of everyone.
but it is really hard.
I tried to divert my attention.
went out with my classmates and I would get you off my mind for a while.
but when I'm alone, everything just comes back.
the feeling is really painful.
I really cannot stand it anymore.
it's like happy a while, sad a while.
I feel like living in hell everyday.
and I feel stupid.
I dunnoe. How I wish I'm totally immune to everything. how I wish I can forget you. how I hope I dunnoe you at all.
If I dunnoe you at all, I will still be the happy girl I used to be, liking someone else.
I noe I can only bear with it now and soon I'll get over with everything.
but right now I can't.
I'm waiting for the day when I can really get you off my mind totally.
sorry if you're reading this, but I really feel sucky these few days.
help me take my pain away.