WOOOO. haha.
I'm going taiwan few hrs ltr!
haha will be coming back on 14th dec!
PEOPLE DUN MISS ME! HAHA I NOE U WILL =D
and my luggage seems to be bursting.
I feel like some ah soh lah. super kiasu meng stuff things into my luggage. hahaha.
RAHS.
I'll miss my bed. my comp. my teewee!
I think I'll get homesick after sometime. LOL.
okkay. I think I shall continue packing my 'alr-going-to-burst' luggage.
DUN MISS ME! MUACKS! hahahah =DDD
When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
it’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there’s nothing I can’t bear
Knowing that you will be there
if I fall I won’t break
Through it all I’ll make it through
Cause all I have to do
is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
it’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
And when I think I’m all alone
I can’t see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
is think of you
I think of you and it’s gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I’m strong
And I know I can go on
it’s like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
this song is super nice!
hmmmm miss my grandparents and my uncles so much.
attended my uncles' funerals 2 days in a row.
sadd.
and tired.
haven pack luggage. 4 more days before I leave for taiwan. RAHS. shall start packing tmr.
人生无常。永别了，大伯父/四姑丈。永远怀念你们。=(
haix.
lost 2 uncles in one day.
this is super scary and sad.
rest in peace bah.
and people, learn to treasure yourself and those around you, for they're the ones who're closest and most important to you.
today is a sad day.
=( RAH
haix
rest in peace.
=(
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE :D
I SHALL BE HAPPY. HAHAHA (:
没别的 只想说对不起
对不起 我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想 你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道 有时候感情事很难说
很难说 爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你 我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起 对不起 我爱你
没别的 只想说对不起
怎么样 我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道 有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸 爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你 我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起 对不起 我爱你
你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起 对不起 我爱你
我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀
让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以
付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝
要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜
有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你
甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀
让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意
付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝
请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你
不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心
灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起
HAIX.
damn sad.
hope my uncles can get well soon bah.
today's a sad dayy.
):
WHEEE.
daddy bought a new camera!
H-A-P-P-Y!
lol.
gonna take lots of photos when I'm in taiwan.
=D
13 more dayys!
and it's time for me to start studying. and complete my holiday assignments!
hmmmm read huijun's blog just now and came across a new song by 梁静茹.
it's nice.
I'm falling in love with the song. lol.
生命中不可承受的轻
梁静茹
让耳机 循环这旋律
反复超重低音 震动着宁静
挡风玻璃里 爱成了蒙太奇
我哼着我自己的叹息
只是爱与被爱的比例
不是爱或不爱的问题
如果明天还有好天气
都已经跟你没关系
你让我梦见了太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及
你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨 一滴
一滴 一滴 一滴滴 遗忘的泪滴
偶阵雨 偶尔会天晴
还好星光熠熠 好心的提醒
一个人追寻 一个人的和平
我看见我自己的天际
爱真的需要一点勇气
就看我们敢不敢忘记
我和彩虹最短的直径
也不一定没有你不行
就让我狠狠地加速前进
脱离你所给我的梦境
再零点零零一公里
就可以清醒
我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再当局者迷
我决定属于我自己的黎明
距离你一世纪 下一个世纪
it's really a nice song! haha.
hmmm I'm not sure wad I really want.
I just want to be happy, is that really hard?
其实我一直觉得，我只是在带着面具做人。
我真得开心吗？我也不晓得。
每天和朋友嘻嘻哈哈，常常逗得朋友哭笑不得。大家都觉得我很开朗，很活泼。但也许我只是在掩饰真正的自己。
想和你说话，又害怕你觉得我很烦，所以最后还是打消了这个念头。
很多话想告诉你，但最后还是把话藏在心里。
开始觉得很累很累了。
就连自己也不了解自己。有时甚至讨厌现在的我。
算了，我也不想再去想了。
喜欢一个人，真得很累。
(and I'm not refering to the one u think I'm refering to -.-)
CTRL + V from denyse's lj: "Prolonged interaction with mx has caused me to become quite crazy :S i have started spouting lots of nonsense -.- (mx i not saying u talk nonsense though) must try to stop :S"
LOL. I'm not crazy!
I'm just hyperactive and likes to zi-high only mah.
AND I DUN TALK NONSENSE! (thou I'm not intellectual enough but I dun talk nonsense!) lalala.
I'm just trying to entertain ppl and make them laugh!
hahaha.
omg super bored at home please.
17 days before I say HELLO to taiwan!
exciting.
but I'm just too lazy to pack my luggage. ahaha.
I shall when I feel like it.
ANYONE WANNA GO OUT WITH ME? ASK ME OUT LAH I AM SUPER BORED. haha.
actually I've tons of things to do. but yea I'm a lazy girl =x
ARGH.
我要去罗志祥的演唱会！
WHYWHYWHY!
why am I in taiwan when he's in singapore!
EEYER SUX SUX SUX.
I wanna go see him dance and sing!
somemore my sis sponsoring.
ZOMG. damn sad.
eeyer eeyer eeyer eeyer ):
WHEEE.
went to lilong's hse today!
but apparently we were just erm, using his hse to play kiddy stuff like uno, bluff, snap and wadeva games we could think of. lol.
but I had a fun time!
((:
then we went prataaa shop to eat.
wahh I feel cheated!
the bowl of mutton + chicken curry cost us 10bucks.
RAH.
shall not patronise that shop ever again! MUAHAHA.
Huangcheng outing was fun! just reached home. lalala
hahaha HUANGCHENG LOVES (x infinty)
lol I love everyone!
okay I shall start my post by talking abt wad happened in the morning before going huangcheng outing.
I got a missed call from JONATHAN ONG KIAN CHONG.
so I thought he wanna ask me sth.
when my phone rang again, I picked up and it turned out to be his brother, jeremy ong.
damn funny he asked me how much does the seaweed in our sch cost -.-
still got wad big small medium. 50gram kind. DAMN FUNNY. I dun even noe how to answer him.
and apparently he alr memorized my hp no. and saved it in his hp.
he continued to sms me asking me things abt jon ong.
thanks ah I AM NOT JON ONG'S GF! hahaha we're just good friends. moreover he's a monk (quoting from him)
so I tried to save myself by telling jeremy abt other good female friends that jon ong has ^^
yea okay after this entertaining and funny episode, I went to meet ewe and wanglin to go east coast park tgt.
thanks ah we took the wrong bus (it's technically the correct bus! -.- but dunnoe why we seem to be lost)
and the bus driver asked us to follow an indian couple cos they're going to east coast park too.
but when we alighted, we dun even noe whr we were.
and we just walked and walked aimlessly till we got to east coast park.
and walked frm bbq pit 18 to bbq pit 42.
we walked for an entire 1hr 20min before reaching our destination.
so exciting! HAHA GOOD EXERCISE FOR US!
I've nv tried walking non-stop for so long. but it was quite fun larh. haha.
okay so we reached there and quite alot of huangcheng peeps had alr arrived.
started eating and chatting.
and xingzheng peeps took photos tgt!
thanks to suayu, we climbed to a sort of slope (not very steep and it is not quite considered a slope but haha all the girls were still quite scared)
climbed our way up and took some rather toot photos. hahaha but I still love the photos we took!
lol and all the guys were thrown to the sea. suayu started the ball rolling. haha damn funny larh, especially with ppl like jinhao.
all of them were super hyper active.
jeffery tried throwing me and ewe down too. but NO NO NO NEED. lol
hmmm went home with yufeng, xiner, ewe, wanglin and eileen.
wah we waited at the bus stop for the adorable bus 401 for like 20min only to realise that the last bus was at 9pm.
and the time was alr 10.55pm -.-
haha so we took cab to bedok mrt station and took train home.
in conclusion, I JUST LOVE HUANGCHENG! LOVES LOVES LOVES.
the super zi-high cca in hc.
lol =D
okayy I'm dead tired. shall go slp soon (:
WHEE. went to lot1 with songxia today!
ahaha LOVES. had a nice and fun time with her.
shall go out with her again soon! <3
okay it's meme time cos I'm bored =x
sorry people haha you can just ignore my blog. I'm kinda INTO meme/surveys cos I have nth better to do. LOL.
1. Is there someone you wanna date right now?
`you.
2. Name one annoying thing?
`nth much. haha
3. Who is the last person that IMed you?
`denyse
4. What is your name?
`meixuan
5. Name a quote from the song you’re listening to
`现在永远，你就是我的美(:
6. Rate your life from 1-10, 10 being the best.
`7
7. What did you do today?
`went out with songxia =D
8. Are you keeping a secret from someone that needs to know the truth?
`yepps.
9. What is the last song you heard?
`ai zhuan jiao. hahaha
10. What do you think of your siblings?
`nice. caring. fun. wadeva hahah
11. What was the reason you last cried?
`watching teewee -.-
12. What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
`dun want.
13. Last time you couldn't take your eyes off someone?
`ehh dun rmb. last week or wad. lol.
14. What do most people call you?
`by my name? lol
15. Who is your celebrity crush?
`wah alot! haha. nat ho, bosco wong chung chak, kevin cheung kar wing, ron ng cheuk hai, raymond lam fung.
16. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
`i dun hate ppl. lol
17. Did anyone see the last person that kissed you kiss you?
`haha wad a stupid question.
18. Are you more independent or dependent?
`both bah. lol.
19. Ever had the opposite gender over when no one was home?
`nope -.-
20. Who will you see tomorrow?
`huangcheng ppl?
21. Have you ever been cheated on?
`nope.
22. Where will you drive when you drive next?
`ask me this question perhaps 5 yrs ltr. lol
23. When was the last time you went to the mall?
`just.
24. What'd you buy?
`earrings. haha
25. Do you give out second chances too easily?
`depends.
26. Where was your last car ride to and from?
`to aunt's hse.
27. Do you hold grudges?
`depends
28. Ever felt that no one related to you?
`dun think so.
29. Had plans and broke them?
`yepps. haha
30. Believe in the phrase "don't put off until tomorrow what you can do today."
`yepps.
31. What is the last book you read?
`the art of murder
32. What are you reading now?
`the art of murder. haha haven finish reading.
33. Who are you jealous of?
`people who are good friends with you. haha.
34. What/Who can always make you laugh?
`denyse. gongzie. marilyn. haha
35. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
`university bah.
***END***
EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
`=.=
LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
`5 months plus. I only had one anw. lol -.-
LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
`cant rmb leh. soft toy or wad. lol.
EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
`duh.
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
`dance trng? haha
THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
`food! HAHAHA. clothes.
LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
`banana.
ONE FAVORITE SONG?
`ai zhuan jiao. lol =p
WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
`yishun.
HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
`nanyang girls' high school.
CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?
`m1. everywhere under the sun -.-
FAVORITE MALL?
`dunnoe haha no preference.
LONGEST JOB YOU HAD?
`nv work before.
LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED?
`cousin's wedding. last fri.
FIRST PERSON YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY?
`my mummy.
LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND?
`ehh I am trying to see if i've any best friend. HAHA.
FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT?
`anything as long as got nice food. lol.
WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
`WERRIBEE. okay no. haha no preference actually.
CAN YOU COOK?
`like maggie mee? haha.
THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
`hyperactive and zi-high. LOL. -.-
THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
`slack.
CAN YOU SING?
`anyhow sing. hahaha. but at least the glass dun break when I sing. hahaha -.-
LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
`both as long as they work.
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
`song xia.
LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
`sis.
WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?
`frm ewe telling me abt huangcheng outing.
CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
`no? hahaha.
FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
`chocolate. chocolate mint. cookies and cream. haha
TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF
`i like to crap.
LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
`just. haha.
WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
`nine plus.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
`going out with huibin! <3
BIRTHDATE
`12th may 199o
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE?
`superwoman! haha -.-
ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
`yepps.
ARE YOU SMILING?
`nope. haha random smile at the laptop for wad -.-
DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
`yepps.
IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
`no idea. all the places I wanna go to. haha.
ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
`nope.
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
`not really.
DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
`nope. going soon. lol.
DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
`yepps.
ARE YOU IN LOVE?
`nope.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
`to visit ppl? haha nv stay in hospital before and not like i want to.
DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
`yes. miss you.
WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
`earring? haha.
***END***
A
• Are you available?
`yes but nobody wants me and I'm not interested in anyone except you.
• What is your age?
`17
• What annoys you?
`things that annoys me -.- okay alot of things wad. cant think of specific ones right now.
B
• Do you know anyone named Billy?
`nope.
• When is your birthday?
`12th may 199o
• Who is your best friend?
`mabbe gongzie. marilyn. kelly. songxia. aiyah dun really have best friends bah. haha.
C
• What's your favorite candy?
`lolipops! mentos. jellybeans! haha.
• Crush?
`dun really have one right now.
• When was the last time you cried?
`three days ago.
D
• Do you daydream?
`yepps.
• What's your favorite kind of dog?
`i dunnoe the breed leh. haha.
• What day of the week is it?
`wednesday.
E
• How do you like your eggs?
`scrambled bahh
• Have you ever been in the emergency room?
`nope.
• Name of best EX?
`i only have one EX anyway. hahaha it's HIM. lalala (:
F
• Do you use fly swatters?
`nope.
• Have you ever used a foghorn?
`nope.
• Is there a fan in your room?
`yepps.
G
• Do you chew gum?
`sometimes.
• Do you like gummy candies?
`yepps.
• Do you like gory movies?
`ehhh.
H
• How are you?
`sian. bored.
• What's your height?
`ehh damn short lah wadeva. haha. 158cm.
• What color is your hair?
`blackk.
I
• Have you ever ice skated?
`nope.
• what's your fav kind of ice cream?
`chocolate. chocolate mint. cookies and cream
J
• Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?
`yepps
• Do you wear jewelry?
`earrings counted mah? haha.
K
• Do you think kangaroos are cute?
`yepps. haha
• Do you think you are a kind person?
`OF COURSE! HAHAHA okay kidding. ehh okay bah.
L
• Love at first sight?
`mabbe.
• Lions or tigers?
`tigers.
• Do you like black licorice?
`NO.
• Ever been in Love?
`think so. haha.
M
• Favorite movie as a kid?
`BEAN THE MOVIE. haha. and home alone.
• Ever shopped at Moosejaw?
`nope. haha nv even heard of it before.
• Favorite store at the mall?
`no idea.
N
• Do you have a nickname?
`yepps.
• Whats your favorite number?
`15
• Do you prefer night or day?
`night
O
• What's your one wish?
`good results!
• Are you an only child?
`nope.
• Do you like the color orange?
`not bad. haha.
P
• What are you most paranoid about?
`no idea. haha oral presentations. LOL.
• Piercings?
`2 on left ear, 1 on right ear.
• Do you know anyone named Penelope?
`penelope cruz? haha -.- no i dunnoe anyone by that name.
Q
• Are you quick to judge people?
`sometimes.
• Do you like Quaker Oats?
`yepps.
• Quilts?
`i dun have one.
R
• Do you think you're always right?
`nope.
• Do you watch reality tv?
`dun really like them
• Reason to cry?
`when I'm sad -.- okay stupid answer.
S
• Do you prefer Sun or Rain?
`sun.
• Do you like snow?
`yepps
• Whats your favorite season?
`no preference. i dun experience 4 seasons anw.
T
• What time is it?
`8:49PM
• What time did you wake up?
`nine plus.
• Any Tattoos?
`nope and not interested at all.
U
• Can you ride a unicycle?
`nope. haha.
• Umbrellas?
`ella ella eh eh eh. under my umbrella. hahahaha -.-
V
• What's the worst vegetable?
`dunnoe leh cant think of one right now.
• Did you ever watch Veggie Tales?
`nope.
W
• Do you like water rides?
`yepps.
• Have you ever had an x-ray?
`yepps
• Ever used a Xerox machine?
`wad's that haha.
Y
• What year were you born in?
`199o
• Do you yell when you're angry?
`yepps sometimes.
Z
• What's your zodiac sign?
`taurus.
• When was the last time you went to the zoo?
`primary 5? haha I WANT TO GO ZOO!
***END***
okayy enough of surveys. haha shall continue when I AM BORED AGAIN.
love you lots.
鹤天赐is so hot and cute! =D
lol I'm hua chi-ing again -.-
but he's really cute! AHAHAHA.
and I am SUPER DUPER ULTRA BORED AT HOME PLEASE.
arghh. hahah CAN ANYONE ASK ME OUT! lol dun wanna stay at home.
for some stupid reason, I rather go sch than to stay at home.
but it's not like I've anything to do in sch -.-
nvm I shall be a hermit at home bah.
do memes
转角遇到爱 is so nice!
LOVES.
ahahaha 罗志祥 damn cute =D 
永远都不要放弃你心中的梦想 (:
AWWWW.
went to visit my uncle at ttsh today.
damn sad.
I knew I would cry when I see him.
I tried hard not to cry, but I just couldnt control myself.
overwhelmed with sadness.
haix.
celebrated his bdae with him.
the feeling was
I dunnoe how to describe. but it reminds me of my grandparents.
the scene repeated itself today.
sadsadsadsadsad.
and the feeling of celebrating bdae in a hospital ward is damn. argh.
learn how to treasure the people arnd you before it's too late.
really.
不要等到失去后才后悔。珍惜眼前人吧。
WAH DAMN TIRED.
attended my cousin's wedding dinner 2 days ago.
FOOD FOOD FOOD! haha one of the reasons why I like to attend wedding dinner is cos of the nice food.
okayy I'm such a pig. lol =p
after the dinner I was kena dragged by one particular cousin to go play pool with the rest.
actually I dun even noe how to play. but managed to take my first step to POOL A LIL with the help of my sis's bf -.- hahaha.
but it was quite fun and nice to go out with my cousins again after such a long time (:
reached home at 2am. imba tired.
following that I woke up at 830am to go sch for xing zheng meeting.
was trying hard not to doze off during the meeting. super tired la. ahaha.
after the meeting we went to a prata shop near beauty world to have lunch.
xiner and I were like pigs. hahaha we ordered one milo dino, 1 cheese + 1 egg prata each, and shared a tissue prata. DAMN FULL AFTER THAT LUNCH.
that was our first xing zheng lunch. lol.
and after lunch I went to tbsc to do my makeup.
wahhhhh I HATE MAKEUPS MAN.
my eyes were super itchy after all that mascara, eyershadow and wadeva else that was applied to my eyes.
but thankyou all the makeup aunties!
we left tbsc at arnd 530 and went little india for our performance.
SO FUN! hahaha and I love my hair! auntie plaited my hair for me again =DDD
okay the performance was a nice one, but I still dun like MAKEUPS. awww.
I shall upload my photos here in my next post!
tried uploading just now but apparently either my internet is lagging, or blogger doesnt like me. hahah
shall slp soon! (:
OMG YAY OP IS OVER OVER OVER!
EVERYBODY, LET'S SAY BYEBYE TO PW AND OP!
damn happy man it's finally over. I do not have to look at the pinky ppt over and over again, reading my part over and over again, listening to denyse's and wanglin's part over and over again. haha
but I love HI015! thankyou denyse, wanglin and lily! you all are great pw mates! (:
haha I'm so damn tired now. going lil india ltr, then going orchard for cousin's wedding dinner.
I wanna slp! >.<
and tmr going sch for xing zheng meeting.
busybusybusy.
cll research paper!
lol suddenly realise I've alot of things to do during hols.
shall start doing/mugging/playing soon. haha.
okay mabbe I shld go slp for awhile first ((: